There’s only one brilliant and cheerful Lizzie in the world, that’s me. 
I’ve already shared 40 things about me and for sure that’s enough to give you an idea of who I am. If you can’t recall any, check these out:
25 Random Things About Me!
15 Things to Love and Hate About Me
Yup, I’m good in bed MATH. That’s forty! Hehe… And if you’re craving for more, everything about this 30-Day Challenge should suffice!
So, what's so unique about me?
I’m a kid at heart but think like a grown up. Blame it to my ever imaginative and analytic mind. The image above is sooooo me! Hihi! Especially those kawaii stuff around. The one sitting on “my” head is Mugu mugu, the two other tiny creatures are Snowhite and Kyubi. *wink*
+1 random fact about me: I want everything fair and square. As what I always say: BE JUST OR BE DEAD. I always fight for my own ideals and do what is right. If I can be a super hero or a princess of justice, I’ll be!
*This post is brought to you by The 30-Day Challenge!
•Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
I have talked about my short term goals for this month. This time, let’s be more specific about the long term ones. Who knows, someone out there can help me realize them…
Embracing life...
• Own a house and a car (and of course to learn how to drive that car!)
• Put up a restaurant business or cake house/bread shop.
• Have my own online business, most likely SEO firm!
• Get married and live happily ever after. So excited to have my own happy family!
• Travel around the world, 3 international tour per year will do.
• Extend help to other people especially the needy, children and elders. I want to touch more lives…
Hmmm… that’s all I can think of right now.
I can feel that… all of these dreams, are just few steps away from reality…
Hold my hand and walk with me, will you?
*This post is brought to you by The 30-Day Challenge!
•Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Image source: mechan15.blogspot.com
A Moment To Remember
I watched this movie with my boyfriend last weekend, and oh boy, I couldn’t help but cry to my heart’s content. Though I don’t know any personal casualties of Alzheimer’s disease, the thought of gradually losing all wonderful memories is really a terrifying one, much more, in an instant. I now fear MENTAL death over the physical death. I don’t want to reach a point wherein I won’t recognize my family and loved ones anymore… I’d love to cherish colorful memories forever, I’d love to express what I feel and treasure every relationship. I won’t be able to accept everything until I’m lifeless.
I started crying from the scene that features Su Jin and the doctor discussing her serious problem up to the ending of the movie. Mind you, it’s 2 and half hours long and I have no idea how much tears I’ve cried! My boyfriend was comforting me then as if he’s the cause of my pain and sorrow. *sigh*
And I cried even more when Su Jin wrote Chul Soo a letter (click the image to enlarge):
Momentary love...
Though this Korean movie was officially released on November 2004, I believe there are few people who haven’t viewed this one yet, worst, who’s not aware that such interesting and touching movie exists and that’s the reason why I’ve got no more spoiler here. For me, “A Moment To Remember” is like “My Sassy Girl” and “The Notebook” in one, so if you’re up for spice and drama you must give this a shot!
Movie Source: A Moment To Remember
I’m a sucker of knowledge and glad to be gifted with wisdom. I am a fast learner and I easily fall in love with witty guys. Such a fetish, LOL. I love experimenting and I enjoy sharing the new discovery to others. I’m an achiever but I live my daily life with full humility.
This is how you do it...
In spite of what I already knew, I am still craving for new knowledge. I want to learn more about different things around me. As of matter of fact, I have a list of the top 5 things I want to learn before 2011 starts.
1. Driving
2. Cooking
3. Applying make up
4. Fluently speak the Japanese language
5. Swimming
What I want to share to others who might be interested:
1. Earning through blogging
2. Manual Virus Removal
3. Smart Finance Management
4. The Art of Seduction
5. Miscellaneous stuff, email me for details. 
Oh look, I have only 4 months left and I don’t want to pressure myself. Let me set a new time frame then. Mid-2011? Fair enough.
Exchange knowledge, anyone?
It’s been a year…
After offering prayers and visiting her grave today, I feel much better. I can now let go of the pain and misery. Goodbye to those longing and lonely feelings. Finally, I was able to accept everything without a single teardrop.
Thanks Granny... Rest in peace...
A year ago, my heart was filled with immeasurable sadness:
As much as I wanted to publish my thoughts and emotions, I don’t have enough time to do so. Rather, time and strength. It has been a week since my grandma passed away. I’ve been busy days and nights with my family duties. The vigil corrupted me of outside world. I felt I was enclosed in a coffin, too.
God has been so kind enough to grant my secret wish. HE let granny die while I was at home. I’ve been very vocal to let them know about it saying that I don’t want to go home with funeral lights to welcome me. I wanted LIFE to embrace me for every monthly visit. What makes this homecoming different is the sad eyes of an old woman. My hugs and kisses are not enough to restore her back to health. It is very painful to see her gasp for her last breath. Yes, I was there on her last moment. I’ve seen how she tried to buy time from death. I’ve heard her say: “Not now…Not yet…Let me live until the end of this day…” She said those words since she’s aware that her sister and her daughter were still on their way to see her that same day. I was indeed lucky, I was never late. I know that she was not afraid to die. We had the so-called heart to heart conversation the day before her death. We were able to reminisce the old times. I was in deep tears when she leaned on my shoulder and spoke her loving request. She wanted me to take care of my parents and my siblings. She need not tell me. Being the eldest, I know how to deal. I was able to tell grandma how much I love her.
Tears ended our conversation. I did not realize that it will be my last time to hug her and talk to her. As I’ve said, I was never too late. She’s gone and I accept it. But I find it difficult not to think of her. What really bother me are the days to come… NO matter how much I tried to think that she’s in a better place called heaven, I can’t help but miss her…her love and care to her favorite grand daughter. Forever she’ll be me in my heart. And forever I’ll thank and love her. Grandma, may you rest in peace. See you there when my time comes.
- On Her Deathbed 07/06/2009
I am so grateful to have the best grandma ever and her memories will always be with us. May God continue to bless her soul.
